It had been a long time since I had spent six whole hours at
a creative writing workshop—so long that I wondered if I could even do such a
thing anymore. Nevertheless, it was with a sense of almost awed expectation
that I set out recently to drive to the NSW Writers’ Centre for a one day
course entitled ‘Remembering your Creativity’, conducted by Sue Woolfe. I
wanted this day to reignite my passion for novel writing—but was I aiming too
high? After all, it was boiling hot and I knew the Centre was not
air-conditioned. Hmm.
Fifteen of us sat with pens poised as our first session
began, the fans whirring above us and some participants already mopping their
brows. Yet, as our presenter explained her approach, all that fell away for me.
In an instant, I realised what an absolute gift from God this day truly was.
Here we were, being encouraged to remember the creative things we had enjoyed
doing as a child. Here we were, being invited to write in a free-wheeling
fashion, to decrease our conscious, logical brain activity, to be still and
dialogue with ourselves. And, for me at least, that also meant dialoguing with
God.
Throughout the day, Sue guided us through various activities
in a gentle, affirming way. Here an exercise arising from a scene on a power
point slide that, for me, evoked strong, almost overwhelming images from a visit to Turkey some years ago. Next, an exercise inspired by looking at our
neighbour’s hand, which brought back a whirl of childhood memories of my old
music teacher, as she reached across and gently showed me how to play something
I could not seem to master. Then came a one sentence story starter, followed by
a photo on a power point slide of a woman’s face. And at that point, I knew for
sure God was right there with me, speaking insistently, whispering words of
encouragement in a way I could not ignore.
Firstly, God used the story starter sentence to show me I
had fallen into the trap of being all things to all people, believing I was
indispensable, and almost losing myself as a writer in the process. But then
God also spoke clearly through the photo we were given. You see, this beautiful
woman bore an uncanny likeness to my grandmother—which left me gobsmacked, as
the novel I had to put aside in all my busyness last year was one inspired by
this same grandmother! As I wrote reams during each exercise—changing points of
view, having our character move, respond to someone else and so on—God seemed
to say, ‘See how I can restore the joy of writing to you—and tie it all in so
well?’.
I wonder if any of you have had a similar experience
recently in your writing journey that you might like to share with us. Wherever
you are at, however, I want to encourage you all to remember your creativity
and allow yourselves the joy of writing without any strict agenda and with the
abandonment of childhood. Later, your words can be shaped in whatever way they
need to be. But for now, remember your own creativity—and also that you belong
to an amazingly creative God!
Jo-Anne Berthelsen lives
in Sydney but grew up in Brisbane. She holds degrees in Arts and
Theology and has worked as a high school teacher, editor and secretary, as well
as in local church ministry. Jo-Anne is passionate about touching hearts and
lives through both the written and spoken word. She is the author of six
published novels and two non-fiction works, Soul Friend and Becoming Me. Jo-Anne is married to a retired minister and has three grown-up
children and four grandchildren. For more information, please visit www.jo-anneberthelsen.com.
A lovely experience Jo-Anne and a beautiful post. I'm sorry the weather wasn't the best that day but it sounded like a 6 hours well spent. Thanks for a beautiful reminder of the creativity that's within each of us and the importance of nurturing it and using it. How special it would have been that the photo you were shown was of someone who resembled the grandmother who was the inpsiration for your next novel. God was nudging you wasn't He? I'm sure you picked it up again when you returned home. Every blessing on your writing journey dear Jo-Anne. May you continue to bless the world with your stories.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Anusha--always such an encourager! Yes, God certainly did nudge me clearly and, while I haven't had time in the past week since that writing course to get back to my new novel, I know I will. It was great too, at the end of the course when we were each given opportunity to feed back how we felt the day had gone for us, for me to be able to share what I felt God had said to me in a way the group seemed to accept and led to one or two good conversations afterwards!
DeleteGreat post, thanks Jo-Anne. Wonderful to have your creativity revivified in such specific way. Good point too about not trying to please everyone to the point of crowding out the opportunities to write. All the best with your new novel.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Jeanette. Yes, it has always been a challenge for me, I think partly because I came to writing later in life after being in a pastoral ministry role, to feel it's 'okay' to spend so many hours writing, while there are people out there who need help. But if God has called us to write, then God will provide others to do those tasks. At least, that's what I hope and pray.
DeleteBeautiful, Jo-Anne. I love your response to God's leading and guiding in your writing journey.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Elaine. I think God has been very gracious to me throughout my life, but particularly in my writing journey, making the way forward for me very clear--which is what I really need!
DeleteJo-Anne I didn't scroll to the bottom of this post to see who was writing - I just jumped right in to read some inspiring words as the title surely drew me in!
ReplyDeleteWhat a surprise to see it was you! It is funny we don't often think of our 'real' author friends as ever being out of creativity! Thank you for sharing so honestly, love your work my friend!
Recently I have taken to writing the old fashioned way, by sending letters to friends who need a little splash of love. This has truly been an encouragement to me, writing like I did when just a girl, spurred me on for sure.
Thank you for this post. xx