One of the great joys of having children is the fun of choosing
their names; at least, it becomes a joy once you get past the wrangling (as in ‘will Great Grandpa
Gatsby ever forgive us for calling our son Scott Fitzgerald G.?’).
When my husband and I chose names for our children, we opted
for meanings which represent our prayerful desires and prophetic blessings for
them, believing that every time we call them by name, our prayers and blessings
are reiterated. How delighted we are that
our adult children embody the very blessings we bestowed.
Name choices are significant for writers too. Character
names, book names – we have to choose names more often than the average Jo. I
have written stories with characters that seemed to name themselves. Other
times I’ve gone searching for the ‘right’ name. Often my choice is influenced
by the meaning of the name.
Sometimes, we rename ourselves. There are numerous blogs and
articles on the subject of authors’ pseudonyms and the reasons for them. I was
happy publishing under my own name, until I wrote THAT story; one that had to
be written; one that begged to be published; one that spoke to the power of God’s
grace to heal victims of physical and sexual abuse; one that spoke
of the overwhelming responsibility every adult has to protect our children from
predators; one that challenged the wall of silence that has kept many adults, myself
included, isolated in a room of pain, filled with unspeakable memories. If only that story was fiction. But it wasn’t.
It was the all-too-true story of my childhood.
Writing THAT story was also a turning point for me; one that brought
healing as I wrote it, and more healing as I shared it with my siblings. So, did I really need to publish it? As I prayed and agonised over that question,
the answer was a clear yes. Not because the world needed another story about
abuse. But because there can never be enough stories about the power that positive
action, repentance, forgiveness and reconciliation have to overthrow evil and release
healing, wholeness, and goodness again. You see, the man that abused me as a
child, died the same day he truly repented of his sins against me; in his
place, I received a loving father who would also be a wonderful grandfather to
the very end of his days. For that reason, when my story, Releasing Rainbows, was chosen for publication in the inaugural
issue of Snapdragon, A Journal of Art and
Healing, I used my pseudonym.
I prayed much about that name choice too. After all, God’s an old hand at name-changing:
Abram/Abraham, Sarai/Sarah, Jacob/Israel and Simon/Peter all had name changes
at his instigation. In each case, their names were changed to reflect God’s
calling and plan for their futures. God had a bigger vision for them than they or
their parents had had. He wanted to call that future into being, and keep calling
it in until it blossomed to his glory. With
that in mind, I chose the pen-name Mazzy Adams; Mazzy which means ‘precious’,
and Adams to represent all humanity; a new name to call into being a specific hope and purpose: to write
stories which will bring blessing, encouragement, healing, wholeness and goodness
to every precious person that reads them. After all, God is in the business of making people new again.
How do you choose names for your literary characters? Do you consider
the meaning and blessing (or curse) inherent in those names? Have you thought of using a pen-name, perhaps one that speaks God's calling into your work? God himself is
known by many names; each represents his perfect qualities present and active as
his name is uttered. Great Author of Life, will you please write your perfect desires into our
literary lives too?
If you would like to read Releasing Rainbows by Mazzy Adams, it can be found in the inaugural issue of Snapdragon: A Journal of Art and Healing, an online journal filled with dynamic and uplifting poetry, images and creative
non-fiction pieces that reflect the healing journey. http://www.snapdragonjournal.com/store/p3/The_Inaugural_Issue,_March_2015.html
